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You can't kick a wall's ass (Pauly -
11/11/01 @ 10:15 PM EST) Yeah, that's what I learned tonight. I got stressed out, got pissed off, punched a brick dorm wall, and now my middle knuckle on my right hand is darker than all the rest. I just wish this goddamn building could have felt some of that pain too. Lately, I just really REALLY hate this place. I hate having to share a room with someone. No, I don't hate my roommate, and I don't hate any of the people on my hall, but I hate being around them all the time, and I hate not having any privacy whatsoever, and I hate feeling like I have to entertain people when all I want is to be alone for a while. I also hate the fact that I'm unmotivated, that I suck at electronics, that I'm lazy, that I'm a whiny jerk, and that my life is miserable right now and I feel like I'm trapped and I don't know how to get out. Right now I just want to leave this place forever and forget I was ever in engineering. I'm tired of it, and I'm tired of it making me feel like I have an IQ of about 7. I just want to leave. I just wish they'd let me leave. But they won't. There's only one way I can get out of this place now, and I don't want to do that, and noone else wants me to do that either. So I'm stuck. |
